Um..... Hi.....

So remember when I said that I would update my blog "every" friday. Well.... as you can probably see, I never really did that. I never really felt that oh so special urge to rant and rave about anything. A while ago, I thought it would be fun to rip apart the notion of "infatuation" but then while writing the post, I just got really bored and thought I sounded MORE of an airhead than usual. The scary thing is that I actually at that time had FOUR IDEAS to write about (and I'm not going to tell you ANY OF THEM!- except of course the infatuation one..). In fact, I cannot REMEMBER any of them other than that whole infatuation rant. In all honesty, I forgot completely about this blog. I forgot about YOU, my LOVING fans (I'm still available if anyone's interested???). It's ok now, thing's are going to be different. I'm like that dead beat dad who has finally understand the error of his ways and has come to yearn for the love and devotion of his family. I've come to return to my internet family of potential stalkers, random people whom I might or might not dislike, people who I all ready talk to anyway without the aid of a blog, and most importantly, the annoying little people who live inside of my head. I'll be frank and say that I will update this blog whenever I feel the urge to. Forget facebook status updates, I will say whatever it is that I am "feeling" here.