I'm Back

Hello you all. Sorry to keep you waiting, but I was actually busy the last week (no, not with friends, I all ready told you I don't have hardly any). First off, I have to apologize for everyone waiting so anxiously for a post (if there was someone). If you are just "tuning in" to my blog then welcome! Last week (again no friends), I was busying studying for my SAT and doing some last minute summer homework for school, which starts next week for me.
If you know me and heard any of my rambles before, you must be wondering "why on earth is this little Indian child studying?" (keep the "hardworking" nerdy indian stereotype to yourself please). If you do not know me (or have not heard this ramble) let me explain. I believe that people have a genetic disposition to be "superior" to others. This nature if you have noticed has fueled the competitive drive that is ubiquitous in modern day society. It's what makes people want to have a super powerful rich future, makes us want to be famous, makes us want to be more athletic, and whatnot. Let me just put it hypothetically. If the job positions (manager and staffworker) paid an equal amount of money and demanded the same amount of work, what would you want to be? Now, you might be saying (you little smart alec), "Oh, that will never come up in life" You know what maybe it won't, or maybe it will. You still chose whatever it is you wanted for a reason, and that reason is still a MAJOR FACTOR in the choice you will make in real life. So ya...
Now what the heck am I getting at? I just wanted to say that I work to be "successful" (I will critique the notion of "success" in later entries thank you). I'll just give you the jist: I think that success is only the manifestation of our desire to be superior (again, just hold on a little bit, I'm too lazy to explain in detail now). I have come to consciously reject this notion in rambles, conversations (with myself), and blogs, and yet there I was working to be "good". Why? I am a human being and it is in my genetic code to attain success. Basically what I want to say is that I am a hypocrite. In later entries, I will scream/critique humanity. That does not mean I do not do those little whatnots. In fact, it probably means that I DO those whatnots. Sorry to ramble, but I am tired and going to bed.